EULOGY

[Intro: Notorious B.I.G] (You did good, $lick) When I, when I, when I, when I When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I, when I, when I, when I When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I, when I, when I, when I [Verse 1: Lil Hearse] Three AM, drinkin' with this pistol on my lap, uh Six medications, guess there ain't no fixin' that It's that broken motherfucker, knuckling 'til I relapse If I die, they might cry 'til they inherit my stacks, uh Cold fuckin' world, tell me, what's the word? Only time I speak my heart is when the message come out slurred, uh People pleasing, always eager to fix a motherfucker's problems Leave me at the bottom, more comfortable with Gomorrah and Sodom I chew on fent and rot my teeth All for moments of peace and slow heartbeats Got offered a God I dissed, who gon' save me? (Hmph) All I could do is laugh and say, "C'est la vie", uh, yeah Woe is me, I know you get the picture, uh This type of pain will earn you seven figures Check my DNA, my RNA come with predictors This shit is scripture and for what I got there's no elixirs, uh Feel like I'm not enough Find myself playing my dad like Honey Boy and Shia LaBeouf My mama crying as she watch the clock Text my bro I love him, even though he got my number blocked I would give up everything to see my brothers clean No second thoughts, it's fuck the cost or take me, leave 'em be Take my money, say you love me even if it's lies That connection's so depressing but it's all I got [Chorus: Lil Hearse & Notorious B.I.G] (When I die) When I die, just play this fucking song I was never meant for this, been tortured just to carry on (When I die) Couple coupes, lotta zeroes and a couple homes None of it did shit for me, cock the pistol and now I'm- (When I die) [Verse 2: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard] Aight Head in the clouds, it look like it might rain again Always holdin' back tears, it's how I manage to pay the rent Pay the bills, place the bet so I don't have to chase the check Verified through $uicide, the glitz and glamour came and went Wash my fucking soul, there's still that one stain is kept I just wanna be loved, the root of all my pain Except the type that comes with age and death I can finally lay and rest, I'm owed a little peace And I'm ready to erase the debt (I, I, I, I) I never planned on showing the world the face that hides behind the mask I always thought the last thing I would hear would be the gun's blast Fill in the black hole in my chest with sex and drugs, but it never lasts, it never lasts Shit, two years ago Big Pharma should have just cashed me out Now I got a deviated septum, I'ma just rat me out Pat me down, ask me how I'm still depressed All they see is my set, all they see is lack of debt All they see is what they wanna see Calling me a wannabe I don't wanna be in misery, exit the pharmacy Get a girl I wanna see, I wanna see how hard I bleed When she rips out my fucking heart, enter the pharmacy I'm a private person and take pride in my verses Fuck your whole opinion, I don't care if it worsens I'll ruin my reputation and make sure it's on purpose Fuck this shit [Chorus: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard & Notorious B.I.G] (When I die) When I die, just play this fucking song I was never meant for this, been tortured just to carry on (When I die) Couple coupes, lotta zeroes and a couple homes None of it did shit for me, cock the pistol and now I'm gone (When I die) [Outro: Notorious B.I.G] Fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I, when I, when I, when I When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell When I, when I, when I, when I die