When Your Love is Safe

I’m so god damn dumb, All I do is feel numb, Cause I do it all for fun, Whilst he’s on the run. People say I’m acting insane, Well you are all the same, Love is our silly game, That we all obey. His pretty, deathly, eyes gives me the chills, Feels like I’ve overdosed on millions of pills. Oh, he’s so handsome I would pay his bills, Even if that cost my soul and all my will. Here he comes running and tearing me apart. Every thought points at me like a dozen darts. He’s making me feel insane, Oh I’m in pain, Oh his cold... Oh his cold... Deathly, stare. It’s been over a year, And I still feel fear. Oh you my dear, Change my gears. I guess I’m just in luck, Just kidding this sucks, Feels like reading tragic, Stories from a book. But is it really? Cause when I stare at you, I just stop feeling all this blue. But now I’m attached to you like glue. What do I do? When I’m crazy about you, Fantasy and tragedy All about you. His pretty, deathly, eyes gives me the chills, Feels like I’ve overdosed on a million pills. Oh, he’s so handsome I would pay his bills, Even if that cost my soul and all my will. Here he comes running and tearing me apart. Every thought points at me like darts. He’s making me feel enraged. Oh I’m insane, Oh his cold... Oh his cold... Deathly, stare. What should a soul like me do? When I can’t stop chasing after you. The dread, the fear the truth. That all I want is you... And your cold deathly stare, It paralyses me until I can’t bare. Oh it’s killing me, It’s making me weak, Killing me, You sneak, Killing me, I peak, And all I see is that deathly, cold, stare. It feels like an over dose, When your eyes look close. Yet, you are so far away, All fate has done is betray. Why is it so hard? Why are we apart? Why do you treat me like hell? You know that I have fell! His pretty, deathly, eyes gives me the chills, Feels like I’ve overdosed on millions of pills. Oh, he’s so handsome I would pay his bills, Even if that cost my soul and all my will. I guess I just can’t admit it. It’s a role I simply can’t fit. And it’s killing me all night, Knowing I can’t be on your side.