How Long

[Verse 1] I see a distant light, but I feel like I'm drowning I'm solid ground tonight, but I feel like I'm drowning Even though I still not feel like I'm sliding Even my own will is to feel like I'm fighting, I'm fighting [Pre-Chorus] I'm swimming underground I need to know [Chorus] How long, until this skin feels right How long, and I try and I try and I try How long, I fell this my whole life How long, and I try and I try and I try And I try And I try [Verse 2] I remember when we would always be laughing Is this still my home or a place that I hide in Breaking from this shell is a risk I've been taking Trusting in myself in this game that I live in, live in [Pre-Chorus] I come from underground I need to know [Chorus] How long, until this skin feels right How long, and I try and I try and I try How long, I fell this my whole life How long, and I try and I try and I try And I try And I try And I try [Chorus] I need to know How long, until this skin feels right How long, and I try and I try and I try How long, I fell this my whole life How long, and I try and I try and I try And I try And I try And I try