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I feel the potential inside of me, I'm tired of being nothing but a bum Finally now I believe that I could be the one I expect the respect of the best when I done I'm gonna get what I want. I won't accept nothing under The hope that I hold highest while I'm young Gotta do it for the old timers, and I come From the matter that made Osirus, and the sun Same one I was told I was to become When my flesh turns into dirt and my time comes And my best words have been heard and my mind Unwinds through every memory I've ever had at once And I move through my last second like it was a month And a minute like a year like an infinite rerun From the minute it was finished to the minute it begun Like I'm living it backwards in an infinite blackness In the madness of my imagination Hard days full of heartbreak and pain That I can't take. feeling halfway to insane In a dark place. With the class A in my veins Tryna part ways with the past that I can't change Bathed by a basehead based in the basement Saved by a saint, who stayed medicated Made by a man who never really made it Heavily sedated could've been and wasted A ticket to take the test for a little taste Sitting inside a cell for a bit a H Withering away like a pigeon in cage looking at The picture of the past that he pissed away And no one visiting on visiting day There isn't a day that isn't the same. so he just sit up in the bunk Like it living it backwards in an infinite blackness In the madness of his imagination Say what I want when I want and when I'm on I really feel i can't be fucked with. and when I'm gone I don't care if you don't care cause i don't fear No man. i ain't going nowhere When i die. i ain't nothing but food for the worms I ain't lie. that ain't nothing but the truth and it's hurts I'm a human. just another civilized monkey Living my little life. getting my money A.D grew up on the baked beans And the dirty bakeries, that's what made me Old man gave me my first tape he He played that J.B's. i played spacies Whenever he had 20 cents to spare But if he ever had the money for the rent, that's rare Stepdad did his best to pretend to care But i was always in my lair. music in my ears Yeah. never had a skateboard but I had a cardboard Over the garage floor when we used to dance all night In the parkour in the carpark raw On the concrete floor. we fought like a swordfight But there wasn't ever beef, always all loving Even when we caught feelings. it was all for nothing Always had my finger on the re-cord button And i wouldn't be shit if this art form wasn't I remember when i didn't have a thing and i was sitting by myself And ain't nobody give a shit about me then And no one really gives a shit about me now but what's changed is I don't give a shit about them I can live without sitting round bitter bout them I figured out what i want wrote an album Gotta put it out when I'm ready, ready when You are. get a pen. let me vent, let me invent I don't give a shit about what you think i think I just wanna make my music and that's it Shit, got enough live with. as it is. and the business Is a bitch. and the system Is a vicious vampire with syphilis And my mrs misses me cause this is All i listen to. addicted to ambition So many bridges i burnt. bitches. i hurt Relatives i never visit cause i work All day like my nana isn't on her death bed. all night like a fucking a methhead I'm too busy trynna be respected by some people i don't even know that i don't even see my best friend And he went and made me the bestman at his wedding and i went and made beef bout a fucking text man All i gotta do is swallow pride and apologize like i wasn't right but i can't even press send What a emo. everywhere that i go, he go. i gotta ego that always needs to get fed All he wanna do is rhyme he ain't got no time for the woman that he love she just wanna get head What an asshole. full of shit. like a myan Doesn't even think about his grandpa dying Broke like a hymen On the bottom on the world on an island That no one gives a fuck about. still trying But you said you didn't give a fuck. i was lying Anybody else here scared of dying Anybody else here weird as i am? You really wanna know what's in my mind, when I'm high? See them burning gas balls in the sky in the night? Ever thought about what happens to you when you die? Better yet. every thought what happens at the end of time? When the stars collapse and blow holes in the sky That eat light years whole in a bite Life gone like a bright idea in your mind Like that, right back to the black no life No space. no time. no light No sign of no one. oh my God. you know you. will die One day. but no one no why