drugs

[Verse 1] 'Cause I had the best of the worst sides And I had these lungs And I had too many flash fires That I just let them burn [Pre-Chorus] 'Till my chest is on fire And my head just won't die I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't 'Cause I just feel so tired Like it's move or slowly die You say, "You ain't you when you're like this This ain't you and you know it" But ain't that just the point? [Interlude] You don't know how to let go Who said this must be all or nothing? But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing [Chorus] 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still I could always be Whatever you wanted But not what you needed Especially when you been needing me 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I wanted Or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need [Verse 2] 'Cause all I needed was some words to say That all these feelings don't mean shit to me 'Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to take To make this all just go away And find another heart to break So heartless with these words I say Just saying what I'm supposed to say 'Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head But I'm addicted to hurting And I got these lungs And I spent too many late nights Just thinking a hole in the earth [Pre-Chorus] 'Till the sky is on fire And my head still won't die I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't 'Cause I just feel so tired Like I need something to come alive She said, "You ain't you when you're like this This ain't you, what you doing?" And I said, "That's the point" [Interlude] You don't know how to let go Who said this must be all or nothing? But I'm still caught below, and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing [Chorus] 'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes But still I could always be Whatever you wanted, but not what you needed Especially when you been needing me 'Cause I'm a fucking mess inside And I'll say what I don't mean Just 'cause I want it Or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need [Outro] Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh Yeah, oh yeah, I need it Yeah, I need it, I need it I need it, I need it, yeah