Anything to Gain / Nothing to Lose

[Verse 1] Questioning, I'm jeopardized Had to ask the devil why Bring me down from heaven's sky This might be a blessing in disguise I intensify Making my repression die Don't care if I'm dead, alive Rebound my depression to a high Let me emphasize I've been feeling petrified Everything that's said tonight I'll probably regret and reconcile I'm desensitized Every day just getting by I can't even recognize Maybe armageddon's nigh [Chorus] This might be the hardest Thing for me to harness I gotta be honest I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain I don’t have anyone to turn to I never deserved you Don't wanna concern you I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain Yeah I know that This might be the hardest Thing for me to harness I gotta be honest I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain I don’t have anyone to turn to I never deserved you Don't wanna concern you I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain [Verse 2] We're not destined to be what we wanted to be Maybe we're doomed to be common, not free Stop me from bending and taking a knee Don't go with my plea bring the ending to me Remember the times when we wanted to die The times where our plans failed and things went awry The months after August and weeks in July No I wouldn't lie should I say goodbye [Verse 3] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Yeah I got the whole crew but I'm still feeling blue I got red in my eyes, I got green in my food But the world's staying grey in my view what to do Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Mother says it's been years since I've sat in a pew Yeah it's true but just being in church made me puke What's the point of a god if he's not sending clues Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Never calling a truce I keep paying my dues No I don't give a fuck if my shit's misconstrued Don't care 'bout your insults and verbal abuse Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose I'm not keeping my cool got no time for you fools Might come off as crude or just blowing my fuse But you fucks can't accuse me of not being true Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Do this shit for myself in my head got the proof Perhaps satisfaction will always elude me But so help me god I'll still see this shit through Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose In my head I got trouble I'm hearing it brew Soul leaving my body the void still consumes Me and fuck I don't know if I'm right to assume Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose I'm not kicking the chair I'm not getting the noose Got more shit to do I've got shit to do Got people who need me I can't meet my doom Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news ’Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news ‘Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth I got nothing to