Country

[Verse 1] I'm thinkin' 'bout going back to the country I'm thinkin 'bout going back for some air I'm thinkin' 'bout how we used to be friends I wanna tell you, but you're not there So I'm writing you this song I won't send you In this room that I'm tryin' to keep clean Last time you were here You'd bought a whole bunch of modafinil And you couldn't sleep [Chorus] You know that I'm incapable of changing Some people just get stuck in their ways Never thought it'd be me like this Yeah, I was meant to be brave And the only thing about missing you Is that I don't miss you at all 'Til now, I'd stopped thinking about you Since you'd stopped returning my calls, oh [Verse 2] Yeah, I think it's a little bit different now I got a boyfriеnd and I got a psych I know that one really cares about mе And, at least, that the other one tries Sometimes I still think about dying No, not the fear, but the want Not quite as much as I did back then But it's still something I'm tryin' to work on [Chorus] You know that I'm incapable of changing Some people just get stuck in their ways Never thought it'd be me like this Yeah, I was meant to be brave But I'm thinkin' 'bout going back to the country I'm thinkin' 'bout going back for some air I'm thinkin' 'bout how I can't remember your face But I know that I used to see it everywhere