These Thoughts

I’ll keep my fingers, crossed for My reasons to go through These thoughts, like knifes are piercing on (my skin 'til my untrusty bones) Keep my steps up, I’m getting lost in These woods are covering why I’m doubting Behind these shadows, I found a handle Can’t count the times I sink my face in the ground I ran into my fears again, I stick around, alone in the corner I’m paralized, stunned by my shoulder I’m right when I can feel I’m disturbing It’s been two years now, no drugs can fix this mess I can’t deny, I tried to look back Should I control my acts? Sometimes I feel, I chose the wrong way to show what I’ve been (Harmless position, it’s easy to be hurt,) Beneath my walls you can find my last word I wish I had the strength to say what I’ve been thinking I wish I knew how I could deal with I ran into my fears again, I stick around, alone in the corner I’m paralized, stunned by my shoulder I’m right when I can feel I’m disturbing It’s not time to fall in It’s not the time when you come back to me I think my trail is turning out A glimpse of you, make up my mind I’m right when I can feel that I’m sure when I can feel ya I’m falling down, I’m falling down Two years haven’t been enough to cure my isolation It’s hard to know you’ll so far forever I’ll try to forget, but I can't forget when you leave me that way You can’t owe me anything