Move Your Body Lyrics

My Darkest Days

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(Verse 1) Lookin’ at this mirror pinned up on the wall Thinkin’ “how many times they wanna watch me fall?” How many times have I lost it all? Flipped out at somethin’ that was no one’s fault And I face my fears, my fear factor faced But when I write about it, it just gets erased I went against my peers because they do it different It was weird and stupid, wish I did it different I get looked at funny cause I got a vision Well, fuck you too, I make my own decisions You think you sick because you sippin’ syrup Well I’ve seen more shit than you could even think of I hate my reflection cause he stares and taunts me Pokes fun at memories that will forever haunt me I gotta persevere that’s what my mama taught me But my past creeps up and it calls for me You don’t know struggle till you been in a position When you lost in a tunnel blackin’ out and your vision is failing You keep begging for a win, just one watching your opportunity sailing away Every day is like this and the pain I’m fightin’ will just keeping residing In my soul, in my heart It’s what eats away at me after dark My reflection laughs because he played a part Yeah, I guess I played a part I see the hand I was dealt, time to shuffle cards When I open up, you seen I’m torn apart Guess that’s why I’m scared to commit to things Cause I know I’ll just be, hurt again My reflection makes me feel certain ways I’m only there for a moment then I’m whisked away “Look at you weak bitch Tryna find happiness in women Marijuana smoke, excessive drinkin’ every weekend Lookin’ like a fuckin’ mess and still expecting success, what you fuckin’ think this is?” How can I make decisions when depression threatens me when I try? Shit should I keep on livin’? My reflection asking why Why, why, why won’t you fuckin’ die you been standin’ in the mirror taunting me since I was five! When my parents split He takes me there again He says you shoulda tried harder Arian It wasn’t fair on them With the weight on you’d think there’s a man on my shoulder But it’s the man in the mirror that is taking over It’s the man in the mirror asking’ “Why you sober?” Fuckin’ pass the green and light the bowl up and drink some more and just drown in sorrow Then I gotta wake up and go to work tomorrow And regret the bottle And flunk the following week, defeat, that’s me People wanna know why I feel certain ways and I tell ‘em take a seat cause we could be here all day I feel better for a second then I go and crossfade And my thoughts cascade like a spiral staircase ‘Til I wake the next day and see the mess that I’ve made Happens every single day and I wish there was another way (Pre-Verse) (Reflection) I wish there was another way (How many times they gon’ watch me fall?) Happens every single day (Thoughts cascade) (Verse 2) My thoughts cascade like a spiral staircase ’Til I wake the next day and see the mess that I’ve made And the mess that I’ve made has affected my brain And it’s used as a tool for my reflection to say I’m a faggot, a loser I’m glad that she bruised ya A dweeb and an addict deserved to be used and abused like your liver You think you a winner Really you’re a sinner I hope that the drink and the pills and the weed And her tongue and her neck and the dirt taste so bitter Don’t try walk away, come back to the mirror Yeah, fuck you! I was doing fine on my own Then you came in my life to try and right all my wrongs Now I write all my wrongs But my wrongs weren’t wrongs Yet I fucking dwell on them and the product are these songs Everybody sing along to my pain (Hahaha) I could laugh all day Cause I’m happy y’all Can’t you see my smilin’ face? All this joy and glee, swear to fuck it ain’t fake Got some anger issues, criticism can’t take If you got an issue, then your neck I might break Ain’t me, it’s my reflection what you want me to say? And we can’t part ways cause he been there on my darkest days He controls the vision and dictates my feelings My body mind and spirit is now blind from spirits And just tryna write the right lines to make the crowd feel it My reflection tells me to rewrite the lyrics (Outro) Nah, fuck this, I’m gonna shatter the mirror Write the most riveting lyrics to ever be spit This record is for those who said I would never be shit Take a look at me now Bitch