Silver Lining

I feel my eyes decaying daily Addicted to the light that hates me And not a moment to escape it Despite all efforts to reshape it Spiders beating heavy on my eardrums Overhearing pointless conversation Helplessly we eat what we are given Helplessly we act like we are living Spiders beating heavy on my eardrums Overhearing pointless conversation Helplessly we eat what we are given Helplessly we act like we are living Woke up this morning in a blood sweat The deaf are screaming, they don't know yet The dream has interrupted nightmares The silver lining, ever thinner Spiders beating heavy on my eardrums Overhearing pointless conversation Helplessly we eat what we are given Helplessly we act like we are living I have to leave I have to leave