Try

I’ll love for a while I seem to change my mind Because I feel pain inside I grind to numb the time I seem to spread myself thin My friends, they do not write My dreams, my goals, my happiness I’ll give it all a try Nightmares keep me up at night I’m dealing with ghost frights Sorrow kept me whole for a while I’m reading dark thoughts I have inside my mind My heart preaches love all the time The pain I feel inside is more human Than last goodbyes I’ll see you tonight The wolf that could not write Will preach the gospel I can not believe without my father's blessing in time She was a saint to me I’ll save it for the choir At times I doubt my life The mind blurs at times I sing my breath away I’m sad she could not stay When life speaks to me Blind, now I see My feelings lead the way My heart will not fade To write to rebel How punk can I be