Threnody

[Verse 1] Freedom is like sugar, first time you get a taste It alters every thought, you have no time to waste Its all that you can think about, nothing else matters You can’t turn away, even knowing you’ll get fatter I am hopelessly addicted to the freedom to exist Even though they keep begging me to cease and desist Every exercise of freedom, I cannot resist The freest that I’ll ever be, it cannot be this Freedom is not being afraid to cross the street The freedom to sit at home, drink and smoke a sweet And take the woman you love somewhere nice to eat That’s not Burger King or Denny’s You didn’t have to scrape for pennies Isn’t this the land of plenty In the twenty first century? I guess the promises were empty Because they weren’t trendy Went from under educated to becoming like a fucking Effendi Now Covid killing people Who could not afford the care The poorest of the poor Tell me how could that be fair? If you’re rich, you get tested As a part of your routine If you’re poor, walk it off Stay at home and quarantine Even if you don't like it, well shit I've been lonely when I didn't wanna be But I've gotten so used to it, playing games to get the depression out of me Doing this because of that I really don't care about a salary Starting to feel divine now, feeling so fly like a valkyrie I think I finally found myself and now I've woke up Using my voice yo he actually spoke up And if somehow you get offended by this then mother fucker you need to grow up [Hook] These lonely nights got me stuck in the past I've been stuck in the past (stuck in the past) Just gives you plenty of time to let you heal like a cast Man I've been stuck in the past Wish I could go back and erase my mistakes I'll just have to move on and find a way to escape So I got my pad a pen, cause fuck a time machine I can tank through it, to me that's obsolete [Verse 2] You with this shit? Man this is it I’m done with redundancy And my mind playing tricks I’m done with these leaches That stick like grits I’ve become the one I gotta prove And your boys with the shits Whole lot to lose but it surely ain’t this Cause once you choose a side It’s for sure you can’t switch No free rides better hike before you hitch Man this is it Dog eat dog ain’t that about a bitch And when frauds meet odds lord knows they gonna snitch Keep one by the bed and one snug to the hip I’m the captain of this ship Get it cracking like some chips These girls, I do not focus Cause I believe one will come out the blue like a crip Cause the ones that come up to you naturally is the best one you'll get They say I can't get shit but they hide behind screens like someone's setting picks I remember when I always got high off of weed That phase went by quick, time going hyperspeed Talked about weed a lot on this album but that shit can't stand with me Going in parties and I thought I would get caught by my family See that's why I quit cause every time I was on thin ice Didn't change my mood either cause I've always been nice I should've just stayed in my lane and just live life I'd rather do cbd to help me sleep and have a good night [SKIT: Sebastian & Keith] [Sebastian:] Shit it looks like Shaco is about to wake up [Keith:] Nah don't worry about it he's not waking up, he's wasted Yo Sebastian I got something to talk about [Sebastian:] What's that? [Keith:] Will it get any easier? [Sebastian:] Definitely man, the more stronger and better you are and the more you know, it gets way easier When the storm passes the clouds will start to disperse [Hook] Wish I could go back and erase my mistakes I'll just have to move on and find a way to escape So I got my pad a pen, cause fuck a time machine I can tank through it, to me that's obsolete [Verse 3] They like yeah Sebastian talk yo shit show us what that real rap do I thought I was stuck in the future, but I look at my past too HT I'm on the track spitting high temperature At this point seems like they coming after me like a creditor Starting to have fear releasing this project, but I'm trynna fight it Having so many feelings making this album, ain't no word to describe it I got an angel and a demon on my shoulders while I write this (Do it) (Don't do that) (Yo do it do it) Nah fuck this Imma live life and do me and spit heat on this beat Seb-D is gonna do what he needs to achieve and succeed But that's what I rarely need, getting stronger I just hope no one's scared of me Not trynna be obscene, I remember when my father choked me and I could barely breathe Shit was rough that's how it was in my childhood Doing dumb shit why the fuck am I going to a wild hood? Instead of being in the trailer park I live in with nice people I want to see my seed grow with nothing attacking him like a rice weevil Lyrical ability in the vicinity shit I'll do whatever to protect I'll spend a lot of time with him the positive messages I'll inject Gotta find a way to escape cause this shit won't last So Sebastian is saying peace out I'm not getting stuck in the past [Outro] Yo Sebastian is the album done? Yeah you got the whole tracklist done dude look Oh shit So do I got the next album? Yeah Sebastian you got the next album