Dear Mom

[Intro] I swear it's like I can't remember shit Got so much shit to do So many people bringing shit up to me You feel me? Like what the fuck are you talking about Oh shit I'm supposed to do that hoe shit I swear man [Hook] My mind is so twisted Swear I'm so inflicted, so I'm gon' forget shit I try though, what is this? I'm high, low and shifting My life on some sick shit My mind is so twisted Swear I'm so inflicted, so I'm gon' forget shit I try though, what is this? I'm high, low and shifting My short term memory fucked I swear I forget My long term memory fucked One hit, two hit, three then I'm blown My short term memory fucked I swear I forget My long term memory fucked One sips, two sips, three then I'm gone [Verse 1] Most underrated and you lying if you say I am not I'm losing my mind, I'm like the egg inside of the frying pot I been on an Easter egg hunt for it and I'm walking with a basket case tryna decide if I want to die or not In dire need of some fire weed for my dialogue Try and stop me hella freeze up in the sky and drop Thinking you gon' roll on me until your tires pop You gon' need air alignment and a diagnostic Been trying to foil my entire plot to radiate this crazy nation From the road to get the cream 'cause I'm the crop From baby-making wait from dark to light, I got the spark The train of thought to wreck the way of day to day and change 'Cause I am god I did not just say my grace, my plate is scraped, and like a box They just paper chase but wait one day will make suppliance gone Make your idols idle, take the titles and say hi to mom And television that you have by the way of web fire come I am armed, racing with the arms, yeah I'm the bomb Fly as fuck, TSA can't find the fucking flight I'm on I been getting hella medicated Educating people on how I'm the don You washed up like you're rained on You can't nod or nothing by the time it's dawn Nobody will remember you like any feature I am on Murdering all of you niggas Increasin' my sentence every time I write a song They call it paranoia Buy your weed like "Is this guy a cop?" And if not, you're tryna be one like Kevin ride-along Posing for the pics, holding on my dick Showing the world my giant dong Ding backwards like someone is at the door but I am gone (Hello) Look what these meds did doc, you guys are wrong (No) And tell my psychiatrist she should buy a thong (Ho) Is it gangster rap or horrorcore? You guys should stop It's neither but like the flu I'm going viral if I get shot (get it?) I'll never take an L unless I rob a guy for pot But what's the concept of this fucking song? I forgot [Hook] My mind is so twisted Swear I'm so inflicted, so I'm gon' forget shit I try though, what is this? I'm high, low and shifting My life on some sick shit My mind is so twisted Swear I'm so inflicted, so I'm gon' forget shit I try though, what is this? I'm high, low and shifting My short term memory fucked I swear I forget My long term memory fucked One hit, two hit, three then I'm blown My short term memory fucked I swear I forget My long term memory fucked One sips, two sips, three then I'm gone [Verse 2] You can prolly catch me high as shit or drunker than a mug People walking up like "Iso, man, what's up?" and give me hugs Then I reminisce on how we both grew up and give me love Like they knew me; the truth is – don't know who the fuck that nigga was I been whippin' to get back low, bitch, I ain't jumping in the club My anxiety will make me get to bucking with the snub Tripping balls like when I unzip and then one just hits the rug Now it's puddles full of blood, I thought it wasn't what it was Nigga be fucking with my buzz, givin' me love to get 'em on Nothing becomes of it because Homie you funny and you suck Really no wonder why nobody fuck with you Keep it a hundred, you know you a sucker Do be hella different 'til I get in front of you Like you ain't drug me through the mud Who put you up to this? You up against a functioning addict Like I'm getting high upstairs all day and smuggling in drugs Dump a hot pot of coffee on you for fucking with my mug Yeah, I rose like a dozen but I don't want your freaking love Man, that's ironic as Harriet Tubman in a tub shaving Fuck slaving, that government is done (Ay) What happens to a nightmare deffered? Does it dry up like herb? You wanna smoke and then huff it in ya lungs? Dear Iso's mom, please come and get your son But she dead already, the cemetery said Gulledge isn't done The way the world paints me, I guess I'll make a crayon Name it bad, find a globe and then color it with one Fuck, what was in this blunt? Forget it, twist up an extendo just to double it for fun Speaking of extendos I been leaning out the window Choppers chew you up like spearmint though If you bump your freaking gums, man I'm done I'm on the edge, who wants to freaking jump? (Who?) With a forty-five I'll start a cult with succubuses stuff (Right) Clinically insane I am which really does permit this stuff But when I wake up in the morning forget what I really done All because [Hook] My mind is so twisted Swear I'm so inflicted, so I'm gon' forget shit I try though, what is this? I'm high, low and shifting My life on some sick shit My mind is so twisted Swear I'm so inflicted, so I'm gon' forget shit I try though, what is this? I'm high, low and shifting My short term memory fucked I swear I forget My long term memory fucked One hit, two hit, three then I'm blown My short term memory fucked I swear I forget My long term memory fucked One sips, two sips, three then I'm gone [Outro] They be like "Remember when?" "Remember when this?" "Remember when that?" "Remember when..." No, no, I really don't