Blonde Hair, Black Lungs

[Verse 1] When you told me you were leaving Well, I couldn't feel my mouth 'Cause all I'll ever be is someone else As I watched you walk away I felt something in me change My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away [Chorus] So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour Just to see what it feels like to fly And I crashed my car into someone else's backyard Just to see what it feels like to die [Verse 2] When you told me that you missed me Well, I couldn't close my eyes 'Cause I realized what it felt like to die 'Cause all you'll ever be Is a nightmare and a wet dream A reason to smile from six feet underground [Chorus] So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour Just to see what it feels like to die And I crashed my car into someone else's backyard Just to see what it feels like to die [Bridge] So bathe me in pale flesh Promise that I'll never be good again And I hope you miss me when I'm gone 'Cause I can't hold on for too long [Outro] And I'm so scared of dying alone That I'll kill myself right here, right now And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die