It's Been Awhile

[Verse 1] And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile since I first saw you And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile since I could call you [Chorus] And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that are rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means [Verse 2] And it's been awhile since I could say that I wasn't addicted and It's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well and It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up, just like I always do And it's been awhile, but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you [Chorus] And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again, again [Bridge] Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day [Verse 3] And it's been awhile since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste [Chorus] And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be, and I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me [Outro] And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry