Lazarus

I must be losing my mind I keep on trying to find a way out But it's ok you don't lock the door anymore I, you know I never go out And you know that I start to forget things But it's ok they weren't essential anyway I, and when I start to look back I feel like I've spent my whole life just kicking round And not getting in the way And now, and maybe now I should change Because I'm starting to lose all my faith While those around me are beaten down each day