Witches Song

[Verse] It's funny how the universe works, when I met you first I Really didn't believe the term that they say When it's love at first sight All it took was a glance at you View from a bird's eye It's funny cause you had wings too I seen it with my third eye On second guess, path's was different In the past I made some bad decision But you never know until you try it So I had to get it I spent over two years crafting the mission Only to find the love I did it for was missing Or didn't match the vision And that's a burden that's burning inside Imagine the feeling Of a brother you share the same passion with Having to admit that you never really had it You never really had it in the first place When at the time all I could see was her having my kids I'm ashamed The perfect love story starts when my mother feels That all this honest effort I'm putting towards music Is in vain Now tell me how do I explain All my sleepless nights I'm expressing only to ease the pain They tell me to be optimistic, I have yet to see a change But I can't argue with her though They say you ain't working if you ain't made no change I put my heart and soul into this music Not that I care for the fame But there's bills that have to be paid I took a thousand out my account to open for Elzhi Just to make an impression on his fans I jumped off the stage, I'm like damn What if I don't land, this is crazy still took the chance Thinking after the show I would get a record advance Let's just say things didn't quite go as planned Yeah, they loved the music but I only got a couple fans But a friend that can relate to me That's more important Maybe not to the public when you're playing the numbers game The closest ones to me that feel like I'm at their disposal Got me thinking should I be a christian rapper Or Trinidad James I gotta make it... I found faith in Brittney Jaii And I promised Mya I would fly her out from Maine to L.A One day when my due's paid, gotta make it to Paid Dues Just to show if you got a passion you keep you can't lose Got a couple female friends that overcame cancer And they'll tell you how strong the mind is if you would only ask them I watched Jamal record a song that really touched my heart I call Vé everyday to keep me level-headed I skype a queen that truly believed in me from the start I know a rockstar and to all of them, I'm forever debt-ed And to the girl that's always been on my mind If you listen I hope you know why I replaced the song As if you really care though, but what gets me like a scare-crow Is when I pop, I know you'll play it all the time Just to tell your friends like "look he was in love He even wrote a song for my birthday and stuff" Well this is kinda closure just to let you and I know That nothing's ever really over... But this is kinda over And to those that never really understood the mission I completed now you get to see the terminal's my soul, bruh And I made it back