Stuck in the Maze

[Intro] Midnight encounter Beetle magnet star Fever and bird wings Bitter taste Brutal love Vegetable silence Invisible radiation The death of victory Hit the sedatives Write scripts Like clinician hands Kitchen lightswitch, click Dim the lamp Holding a rainbow of pills Split in halves I kill metabolites Finger dip in bags Silver white powder pinch [Verse 1] Non-restrictive gag Living oxide Skinless man On half-life Of liber-tabs Coughing double-bond Ion channel To bubble chlorides and fire neurons (Yeah) I'm boasting disorders Sadly I'm drowning in emotions Salty ocean Choking on water I fight cravings with crucified boredom Scribbling notes in the corner And rape a crystalbluff-Madonna's throat And the daughter (Yeah) "I'm dope" he said with a syringe Singed spoon bottom and soul full of torture Plus I burned down his boarding school For poet supporters Underground, with thorn bush Root system wreaths Dying sun and black roses for borders Roofied a dizzy bitch Pierced [?], heated spear tip Sedated Thorazine syrup Isolated and Jesus-bearded Free the weirdness Beats, with my idolaters And whoremongers, high as fuck Peepin' lyrics Behind my eyes is empty Like pre-6-month fetus spirit If you've never tripped The toon? outside the box, then you need to hear this IV leaking zetacrit Ghost in the ER Where my methadone peers sit I'm real sick [Hook] x2 Come on, Jak Get the hell up And try to change yourself Get a role model Keep making music Try to make 'em sell Give it all up, Jak Earth is the same as Hell Look at the doorframe And be positive And hang yourself [Verse 2] In bloom, I'm a beautiful black dead flower Wilted in meadow dens Hello friends! I soak tears with rags Of a Renaissance Lining still sticking to souls of a fellow man I may be happily depressed Gut feeling dead I bellow stench While you purposely shout out the opposite Of what the, other fellow says To feel different Stuck in the herd of sheep-made manifesto trends I kill, all of my chamber-maids A sadness blanket caresses my arms In love with a razor blade Bleeding, pleading to the notebook To take the pain away Tryna look at the bright minus the mo(u)rning In wake of day Your king polishes bracelet chains Ornamented in the latest craze I'm a Pagan, your God created strange I'm a God who cries to show you proof I created rain I'm not afraid to change Hauntingly, my ghost just hangs in frame Like a household suicide Of a battered wife lynched With a navel vein No note or paper taped to the doorway for fame If they all love me, does it mean I'm famous Or just a human grain Linking along the snake body of the paperchase? Don't talk about who you hate Save your face My friends in my head, they tell me things Look at your idol, that's like a woman's genitals With teeth that swallow everything (Mary/Merry) King's dress rehearsal MC's Performing mating dances, showing off belly rings [Hook] x2 Come on, Jak Get the hell up And try to change yourself Get a role model Keep making music Try to make 'em sell Give it all up Earth is the same as hell Look at the doorframe And be positive And hang yourself