Crawling

You try to cease all this built up hatred you feel inside You will spread and conquer your life Spineless you follow the lie Believe me It's too late To stop my hate Don't look so skeptic when you turn your eyes to me I've finally found the key to the passage locked till now Steel the soul for the tribe and point the finger of hate You lost your world in this bed of hate Want to try something else? I'm about to cross the line, face new life Difference between mirror and reality Behind that gate I'll find my space I lay awake Tolerance for being a part of insanity Anyway you turn, you can't escape from me Your mind will be smashed into shape Your watching eyes ain't new to me Nor your words of deceit Since day one, you're down Your head held too high to see ground Hope to never feel this way again Your lies are uncovered for certain privacy Whatever it takes to tear you down, you can't bring yourself Defiled by observed fact I am falling away from what really matters Live blind - I can see through the lies How long will I wait for things to go my way? Straight to the floor and start to feel the source of unknown blame Fuck you - fuck your life Decayed from the inside You try to survive and see - walls of prediction Freefall into the unknown form, I see Freefall into fellacy I feel all black inside, like a coal I wonder if you already know? An evil thrives inside my soul - the darkest place I know Just keep away from me I search the shadows of my inner being And see reflections of my twisted memories So far from who we are - beneath our hidden scars So far from where we once here - lead me back again It scrapes the corners of this waking dream You see a pure distinction of hatred and jealousy Is this the monster you call madness of insanity? Is this the one angel inside of me? Now comes the consequence The love for life has died Fear plagues I only act and speak as I feel my fate is taking me I'm down - I won't forfeit the chance to bleed I'm down inside my tangled agony I'm craving for bad felony I'm about to cross the line... This wound won't heal me never again....