I Am

[Verse 1] I am confused and obsessive, why’s this so hard? I am staggeringly intent on fucking all of this up Will you use me? Use me! Please get your fix You’ll be gone in the morning. Please get your fix [Verse 2] I am confused, conflicted, why’s this so hard? I am contorted in my vision, why’s this so hard? There is comfort in silence. All talk is weight I’m conscious I have made too many fucking mistakes [Verse 3] I am a void, a prison, the source of my hate I am blaming my condition on all of my mistakes I am— holy hell, why’s this so hard? I am avoiding the solution ‘cause I love sabotage I am done [Verse 4] If you give me the chance, wait 'til I’m home I’ll be back in the highs if you forgive those lows I am comfortably wasted, comfortably numb I am so out of touch. I am all of the above [Verse 5] I am twisted, sister, cat got your tongue? You are the only one I need ‘cause you’re all of the above I am confused, conflicted, why’s this so hard I am avoiding the solution ‘cause I love sabotage I am done Wait All of this All of this All of this Why’s this so hard Why’s this so hard Why’s this so hard Why’s this— [Pre-Chorus] Visualise this and I'll visualise that Cat got your tongue? It’s self sabotage Visualise this and I'll visualise that Cat got your tongue? It’s self sabotage Come find me [Chorus] Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun All of this (Wait) (Wait) (Wait) (All of this) [Chorus] Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun [Chorus] Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun All of this [Bridge] I crave a sensation This is not time to go outside This is not the time to go outside The wind here never changes I am the sea This repetitive child swims sideways Gannets dive into a whirlpool of black When the grass hits your toes And the warmth hits your tongue I am the sea I crave a sensation I crave a sensation That god only gives [Chorus] Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun [Chorus] Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun Contain me, contort me, I am the gun All of this