Anesthesia

Like a flash of light In an endless night Life is trapped between Two black entities Cause when you trust someone Illusion has begun No way to prepare Impending despair Despair Did one say so cruel 'Tis better to love and lose Ignorance is bliss Wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned This lesson goes unlearned Remember desire Only fuels the fire Liar Liar Betwixt birth and death Every breath regret I pity the living Envy for the dead Emotionally stunned In defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care Than to be aware Be scared I don't need love I don't need love I don't need love I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser, ah World renowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Options exhausted, except for anesthesia, anesthesia, ah I don't feel anything, anything I don't need anything, anything I don't feel anything, anything I don't feel anything, anything Anything, anything, no I don't feel anything, anything Anything, anything