Memories

I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain Every time I fall asleep, I know I'll wake up alone I'll wake up alone Dreams of you wrap around my throat I think I'm gonna choke, I think I'm gonna choke Running, running, running, running though the dark Watch me run a little more 'Cause when I said forever, I meant forever, now I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I never wanted to cry I always thought I would make it right But now I'm stuck inside this shame instead "Pontificating hypocrite" is what you said When my heart breaks just a little bit, I wanna drop dead I didn't wanna concede Or call my fantasies make-believe Holding tightly to the task at hand When I really should be focusing to learn and understand But I bury all the tragedy with sand Running, running, running, running to my car I can't fucking cry in front of her When I said forever, I meant forever, now I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain (stuck in my brain) I wish I could just let go (just let go) Of all the memories, I know (I know) Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain