jocelyn flores

"Jocelyn Flores" is the second track in xxxtentacion's album "17", which talks about xxxtentacion friend's suicide. Jocelyn Flores committed suicide while visiting X, this in turn made X post a live stream to offer condolences and dedicate a song to her. X produced this track along with potsu and shilohdynasty.

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty] I know you so well, so well I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty— [Bridge: XXXTENTACION & Shiloh Dynasty] I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on I don't wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on (I've been pretty—) [Verse: XXXTENTACION] I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain I've been trip**** 'bout some things, can't change Suicidal, same time I'm tame Picture this, in bed, get a phone call Girl that you fucked with killed herself That was this summer when nobody helped And ever since then, man, I hate myself Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to piss in But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin' Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time Memories surface through the grapevine 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up [Chorus: XXXTENTACION] I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to… And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb [Outro: Shiloh Dynasty] I know you so well, I know you well I mean, I can do anything I can do he can I've been pretty— I know you so well